Sometimes it happens all at once.
Sometimes very slowly.
I question the “good” of it.
And then realize there’s a myriad of emotions that can occur at once.
At times I give myself a break in the process.
At times I try to hurry myself to get with it or conform to the new…faster already!
What does it show me?
I can be real, say what’s on my mind to someone safe.
I can be honest with myself and others.
And maybe, just maybe it will help this process when change must happen.
Maybe I’ll not find myself so worn out in the end?
And if I fight it, and if I don’t…
Isn’t there One still there with me in it either way?